Unfortunately, I think cancer does set the schedule when a person is in watch and wait mode. It truly sucks! I am praying for very encouraging results for you in late February!
Dear Michelle, I commend you for thinking of getting a 2nd opinion! It drives me nuts for anyone diagnosed with the Big C not to! Doctors are in name Doctors, not Gods! And speaking of our Lord, God Bless you Michelle and go get em....
Michelle - I can relate to the chess board scenario. You're always in my prayers.
You're addressing a tough topic. Sometimes I tell myself, indeed, the next move does belong to cancer. But, other times, I tell myself it's my move, still, by what I eat, drink, breathe, feel, pray, think, do...Maybe it's denial or fantasy...I just don't know. But I do hope if it is cancer's next move for you, then I hope that cancer defaults on that move, on the whole game, so that your Feb scan is NED NED NED!!!
A quote from a very smart lady:
"You have to live every day of your life and stay positive :)"
You are in my prayers.
Hugs,
Linda
Michele, The clock ticks for all, but we do what we have to do to stay alive. Thee only pre emptive move I know re cancer is prayer and the power of positive thinking. God Bless you and yours. Let kick this cancer together.
Ron
waiting for the unknown :(
We are all waiting with you. But do as you always do - remain positive and do everything possible to kill the beast. Take care Annabelle
Michele
That exactly how I see this Cancer dance! In my case its Cancer turn to lead. We are all on the dance floor together. And were still dancing. Let the music play.
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Thanks Edward! Check out my informational web site. It has something for just about everyone. Your cancer included! 52shadesofblue (it's a dot com)
M
An inspiring perspective, Michele. I always enjoy reading what you have to say.
Why thank you Nora!
I hope you CHECKMATE cancer!
Michelle-
I just watched your videos and I am so honored feeling to have ran across your page! I love your brain, your views, your family, and think you have it goin' on!
Kerry xoxo
Thank you! Nice to meet ya!
Just finished a great book called "anti cancer, a new way of life". It would just be one more knight on your side of the board.
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Michelle, I'm late reading this but I just wanted to reach out and hug you.
Yes, go to a larger center - you may well find that what your doctors want to do is supported by the real specialists, and if not you can go into the next phase of this chess game with a better strategy. Take a look at the NCCN list of anal cancer specialists and go for it!
Much love to you...and a sucker punch to that cancer...
God Bless you Michelle. Yes Fight the fight and don't give up! My thoughts and prayers are with you.
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